Monthly Archives: October 2015

There is No More

It’s become comic how much I want IT to be the answer. Then I turn whatever IT is into another way to tyrannize myself, rebel, and don’t do IT. So obvious, so banal, so true. Continue reading

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My Heart of Darkness

I have hated finding out all these things, hated my unwillingness to divest myself of the goods gotten by this wrong system, hated feeling powerless. Yet I would father know and face the truth, than not, no matter what. Continue reading

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Failure to Launch

After several months, out of the blue, Shirley Zynda called me in to see her to inform me I had no dicipline and couldn’ write, and THAT was THAT. The ease in which she trampled on and discarded me, wrong as I knew her judgement was, crushed me. Continue reading

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